Tuesday, April 23, 2013


I'm tired of always feeling uninspired, lazy and unmotivated. It's time I start doing things to better myself and become the person that I want to be! These are the things that I want to accomplish:

  • Get a gym membership and lose this extra weight I've gained since moving to Tennessee. I want to be a healthy weight and look good.
  • Go back to college and get a degree. No more being lazy and putting it off. I WILL go back to school next semester! I completed two years back when I lived in KY and I need to finish.
  • Have fun, and stop worrying so much! I'm always stressed about money, and that needs to stop. I'd rather have fun and be broke than have money and be stuck in the house bored all the time.
  • Take more pride in my physical appearance. When I lived in FL I woke up 2 hours before work everyday to shower, blow dry, and straighten my hair and get ready. Now, I wake up 30 minutes before I have to leave for work and throw my hair up in a pony tail and throw on the first thing I find in my closet. I've become so lazy about this!
  • Be more independent. I need to stop relying on my boyfriend to make me happy and start relying on myself! I don't need to see him 24/7 to be happy!
  • Find a church and try to reestablish and grow my relationship with God!!!
  • Meet new people and make friends. I've literally made hardly any friends since I've lived here in TN. The only people I know are my boyfriends friends and the people I've met through work.
Those are all the things that I want to work on.

Monday, April 15, 2013


One thing I HATE more than anything else in this world is a LIAR! If you are going to lie to my face then I prefer you not talk to me at all! It's that simple! Trust is completely out of the question! You can't have a relationship of any sort whether it being friendship, family, whatever if I have to constantly question if what you are telling me is a lie. So heated right now.

Just confronted someone because I found out what they told me was a lie, and now they are making it seem like I'm the one lying. They claim they never said what I KNOW they said. I may have a lot of bad habits and do things that I shouldn't do but I DO NOT LIE!

Tuesday, April 2, 2013

Kindle Fire HD and my 3 days Off from work!

I've been sitting here all day waiting on my UPS delivery! I ordered a 16 GB Kindle Fire HD from eBay for $150. Anxious to see it, and hoping there is nothing wrong with it! It had Excellent quality and Good physical condition under the description. It's only suppose to have a few light scratches from being used previously! It has a 30 day return policy otherwise I wouldn't have ordered it. I have trust issued when it comes to buying previously owned items.

Last few days have been pretty fun. Ben Franklin was closed on Easter Sunday so my family, my boyfriend and I went out to eat at Golden Corral. It was absolutely packed but we had a good time, and the food was fresh from having to constantly put out new food to keep up with the demand.

Yesterday, which was April 1st, three of my cousins, my boyfriend, one of my cousin's friends, and I went to spend the day at Dollywood. It was fun but we failed to realize that there were still a lot of schools on Spring Break so it was PACKED! I try to avoid going when it's like that. I rode Thunderhead, Wild Eagle, and the Dizzy Disk. After that I got tired of waiting in lines so we ate a late lunch around 2 at a neat place called Lumberjack Pizza. They serve ONE POUND HUGE SLICES OF PIZZA! I had honestly never seen pizza that large before.

Today I've not done much besides waiting around for UPS. I went to the bank and went tanning. I'm finally up to laying for 20 minutes, and I'm determined to have a tan by the time our beach trip rolls around.

All in all I've had a nice three day vacation from work. Back to work tomorrow at 9am, but I'm okay with that because I feel refreshed. :)

(BTW, I finished Warm Bodied and it was a really cool. Now, I'm reading the 11th book in the Sookie Stackhouse series!)